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[08 Apr 2005|09:11am] |
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Your dating personality profile:
Liberal - Politics matters to you, and you aren't afraid to share your left-leaning views. You would never be caught voting for a conservative candidate. Stylish - You do not lack for fashion sense. Style matters. You wouldn't want to be seen with someone who doesn't care about his appearance. Athletic - Physical fitness is one of your priorities. You find the time to work athletic pursuits into your schedule. You enjoy being active. | Your date match profile:
Practical - You are drawn to people who are sensible and smart. Flashy, materialistic people turn you off. You appreciate the simpler side of living. Adventurous - You are looking for someone who is willing to try new things and experience life to its fullest. You need a companion who encourages you to take risks and do exciting things. Athletic - You aren't looking for a couch potato. You seek someone who is active and who keeps his body in top shape. | Your Top Ten Traits
1. Liberal 2. Stylish 3. Athletic 4. Adventurous 5. Wealthy/Ambitious 6. Sensual 7. Funny 8. Practical 9. Shy 10. Big-Hearted
| Your Top Ten Match Traits
1. Practical 2. Adventurous 3. Athletic 4. Outgoing 5. Funny 6. Stylish 7. Big-Hearted 8. Wealthy/Ambitious 9. Conservative 10. Sensual
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Take the Online Dating Personality Quiz at Dating Diversions
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[12 Mar 2005|08:52pm] |
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i hate being sick. a lot. i keep getting put on different medications and this last one i took made me feel better but now the bottle is empty and my symptoms have returned. oh, vengeful mono. the quarter is over so now i can get the sleep i need. granted, i'll be tired no matter what, but at least i won't feel it most of the time. within the next few weeks i should hear back from all the schools i applied to. i must say, i'm rather nervous. i don't like this at all. i don't like having my entire academic career evaluated on a "yes [she's good enough]" or "no [she's failed]" scale. i'm going to new york next week to look at the schools i would be getting into had i not failed. i miss people. i wish people would come visit me. granted, i smell bad because i'm too tired to shower and i'm not going to have much to say, but i'll appreciate it. promise. yesterday i went to carmel beach and today i suffer the repercussions. i heartily dislike sunburn. yesterday i got my haircut and today i still like it. awesome. thursday i had another diving meet and i realized that i am a sore loser. not like i lost--i won--but i act like a sore loser no matter what place i get and if i was anyone competing against me, i'd find me really annoying. all i do is complain about how i could have done better because i don't practice enough. i really want to take private lessons with the ucsc coach. i need the extra practice. on monday i have japanese and diving and on tuesday i'm going to davis. in conclusion, i love v8 splash tropical blend and i miss adam a lot. ♥
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[21 Feb 2005|09:23pm] |
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+your three best qualities: i can be nice. im smart, sometimes. i can type fast. +three worst qualities: i get sick a lot. im really lazy. im horribly impatient. +three things you are often complimented for: my smile. looking like anime (although i'm not so sure that's a compliment). being happy, i guess. +a compliment you got that made you blush: "you make me feel like mush" haha. i blushed a lot. +you get embarrassed when: i'm really nice to people. im usually just really sarcastic so when i'm just nice it feels awkward. +makes you happy: going out of town. lemonade. dancing. drawing. adam. staying up late. sleeping in. freedom. the moving units. +upsets you: having strep again. teachers condescending me. distance. not having money. running out of lemonade.
Do You:
+you keep a diary: two lj's and a real journal. +you like to cook: not so much. i like to bake. i find it's a lot easier. messing up isn't as bad because making some sort of mistake in the process doesn't void the fact that there's still tons of sugar in the recipe. +you have a secret you have not shared with anyone: i'm sure i do although i'm not completely certain as to what it is. +you fold your underwear: not so much fold as roll. +you talk in your sleep: i have been said to do such things. +you bite your fingernails: when i'm nervous/bored. +you believe in love: yeah, sure.
last..
x. movie you rented: i don't rent movies. x. movie you bought: death to smoochy. x. movie you saw in the theater: hitch x. song you listened to: the decemberists- odalisque. x. song you`ve downloaded: richard buckner. random stuff. x. CD you listened to: pedro the lion-achilles heel. x. person you`ve called: my mom. x. person that`s called you: chris guerrero. x. TV show you`ve watched: conan. x. person you were thinking of: i'm not really thinking right now but i think it was adam.
Do...
x. you wish you could live somewhere else: yes although I don't know where. soon enough. x. you believe in online dating: no. that's dumb. x. others find you attractive: ask others. x. you want piercings: i dont really care. x. you want tattoos: i don't really care. x. you drink: not right now. x. you do drugs: no. i really wish the doctor would have given me valium instead of antibiotics, though. damn. x. you like cleaning: i used to. not so much anymore. x. you like roller coasters: i love them. i should add roller coasters to the list of things that make me happy. x. you write in cursive or print: both at the same time. x. you carry a donor card: nope.
have you..
x. ever cried over a boy/girl: yes. x. ever lied to someone: yes. x. ever been in a fist fight: yes. x. ever been arrested: nope.
what..
x. shampoo do you use: pantene. x. perfume do you use: i don't. it's all natural, baby. x. shoes do you wear: aasics. converse sometimes. sometimes i go barefoot. other times i use leaves. it all depends on my mood. x. are you scared of: fish. commitment. losing.
number..
x. of times I have had my heart broken? almost once. x. of hearts I have broken? one, at least. x. of people I consider my enemies? none. x. of people from high school that I stayed in contact with? enough. x. of CDs that I own? a lot. x. of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? also a lot. x. of things in my past that I regret? not too much.
The perfect guy is...
Tall or Short: taller. Fat or Thin: average. i don't like skinny. i don't mind "bigger" as long as they aren't so big that when they lie on top with me my lungs cave in. Muscular or No Muscles: very little muscle. Hair Color: dark. Hair Style: shaggy. Smart, Average or Stupid: smart.. but not so smart that i feel stupid/intimidated around them. Sexy or Cute: cute. Gentle or Rough: both. Touchy Feely or Keeps Distance: too much of anything can be a bad thing. Calm or Wild: both. Good Boy or Bad Boy: i like spontanious, exciting rebels. Describe the perfect guy: i thought that's what i just spent the past 10 minutes doing. bitches. Describe the perfect date: considering i'm always tired, something low key. but if i happen to have a little more energy, well, that's a different story.
*Have You Ever*
Held Hands: yes. Hugged: yes. Kissed: yes. Frenched: pig. Made Out: yes. Had Sex: no. Been abused: technically, no. hah. Cybered: hell ya, i'm all about that shit. Done any of the above with yourself: totally. i sign on two screen names simultaneously and tell myself to put my hand on my breast. yeah, that's cool. i just realized that i really dislike the word "breast".
*Deep Thoughts*
Have you ever been cheated on: umm... details: fuck it. Have you ever cheated on someone: umm... details: he had it coming. Have you ever thought about being a lesbian: i can't say the thought has never occurred to me. but then i bash it. because i can't think about it without feeling nausiated. i can only make out with girls when i don't think about it. Are you one: no. Are you bi: no. Are you lonely: sometimes. Do you ever dwell over guys that you dont like anymore: no. Do you have an STD: no. Did you ever have a "song" with anyone: hahaha, it's kind of hard not to. Who and what was the song: there's a long list. Have you ever stolen anyones b/f: i don't believe so. Have you ever have a b/f stolen from you: no. Have you ever had a friend who liked the same guy as you: yes ma'am. Who got him: in the most recent occurrence, no one. Was either of you angry about the decision: yes, we both were. haha. Do you have bad luck with guys: i wouldn't call it "bad". perhaps "unfortunate" fits better. Do you get jealous easily: i used to. i don't know if i still do. Are you goody goody or naughty naughty: please refrain from using that lingo. you sound like a douchebag. Love or lust and why: lust is much more easily satisfied than love. Have you ever had your heart broken to the point of break down: i wouldn't blame it on heartbreak. Are you desperate: for what? no, i don't think so.
*Tell Us What You Really Want*
Where do you want to get married: ... Will you write your own vows: ...
*Which of your Friends Would More Likely*
Get married first: carrie. Never get married: christina. Have a child before marriage: riana. End up alone: that would definitely be me.
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tonight is a good night. contradictory to the stagnant, emotionless life i lead, i'm feeling quite chipper despite my exhaustion. i've realized there are a lot of things that can be listed that make my life worth living.. and even better, there is someone who cares to hear all of it.
i got vegan cookies tonight. they're alright. too bad i'm craving shortbread and not faux-chocolate chip.
school is.. hah. retarded. i left after i performed 4th period to dance with stephanie.. then i booked it out of 6th period where nothing was going on to dance w/stephanie and christina. i'm really excited about the choreography process/final piece. i know that isn't for a while, but still, i'm excited.
i want to travel.
i should actually sleep tonight.
i love you, conan. <3
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everyone should check out my new layout. it's hella tight. like you wish you were. ohhhhh burnnnn.
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so.. i don't really understand valentine's day, nor have i ever. i don't understand the point of having one day where people are supposed to show their affection more intensely than any other day.. is that even it? i don't even care. valentine's day is dumb. every day is valentine's day. or should be. yeah, i don't know where i'm going with this but i made adam a candy board and i think he enjoyed it. [by the way, candy board= 2 poster boards+candy+sappy/stupid note (i.e.: hey BIG HUNK; we're NERDS; love, your AIRHEAD, etc)]. by the way, i ate my candy on the way home (all of it, haha), thank you! i love candy. my mood right now is really up in the air. i'm happy because i had a really good weekend but i'm upset because it's over and i'm back into my little niche. i've found that i really like escaping even though it makes me hate my every day life even more. well, i don't hate my life, but you know, it feels like the purgatory next to my alter-life. all i do here is anticipate my next vacation. i missed three days of school last week so this week will consist of making up everything. i hate that. i spent last week downloading music and sleeping, why do i have to go back to school? i love my ipod. i've spent the day recalling past valentine's days and i can't really remember what i've done. probably because i haven't done anything and i think the holiday sucks--two years ago stephen made me lasagna and i think that was the one exception. i don't think today sucks but because i can't get a sense of my mood seeing as how it's floating miles above my head, i'm relying on past experiences. i don't even remember doing anything today. it happens whenever i travel; i completely lose my sense of time. i think the whole theory of time is fucked up anyway (first of all, society accepts it without question; second of all, time is what made me come home today). i really don't know about anything. well, i know that i'm tired. and i know that i don't want to get up in the morning. i'm just going through the motions. hopefully this numb feeling will go away with sleep. why am i writing in this? psh, i'm too retarded to write this right now. i need some sort of aid. cool, my ipod is charged.
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i've been in my house for the past 72 hours, give or take the 2 i was gone to see the doctor this morning. I hate strep throat. But hey, on the bright side, it's taken my appetite away and I've lost 5 pounds. hah. how sad. I miss food. I started antibiotics today and I hope they clear this illness away quickly. I want to go to Davis but there ain't no way I'm driving for three hours when I have a fever so high I can't even walk straight. I miss Adam. and Carrie. and I want to see them. I looked strep up online and it said that once antibiotics have been started, it should take two days for symptoms to subside. Considering I also got a shot in my ass to speed it up, maybe I'll be better by tomorrow? There I go being optimistic again. Eric and Jason came to visit me yesterday and Jason played DDR. haha, he sucks. But it was really entertaining. I felt kind of bad because I looked like shit and I hadn't showered in three days. I still haven't showered so now it's been four days. hahaha. I'm so cool. Of course, all I've done in the past four days is sleep and watch tv and download music so I think I'm okay. My mom ordered The Notebook for me in honor of me being born but it hasn't come yet. It needs to hurry up because I really wanna watch it. I'm going to go talk to JP now. People should reccommend music for me to download. now. cuz i'm running out of ideas. <3
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i have had the absolute best birthday(s) ever. Friday was absolutely fantastic but I've already bored everyone with that so it's time to move on. Not like I'm ready to, but for everyone else's sake, I'm going to.
Today was also quite fabulous. Adam called me at 12:01 (thank you) to wish me a happy birthday and it made my night better. I was really tired, delirious, and annoying, but he put up with me. So that's good. I miss him. Then people started texting me and I got myspace "happy birthday" comments and it made me feel very loved. It's amazing how much someone remembering your existence can do. Shit, I feel awesome. haha. So thank you to everyone who remembered. At school, Stephanie greeted me with a cake and a picture of the hottest guy to ever walk the face of the earth (k, so that's a bit of a stretch... but not by much). The cake is fantastic, by the way, so thank you so much! I was also greeted by Sarah and Ashley and SHIT, I love them so much; I can't get over it. At lunch, Stephanie, Sarah, Ashley and I went to her house along with Kevin. Then the rest of the boys showed up and Jessie came and it was like a party. and it was tight. and I liked it. I like lunchtime. but i'm jealous of stephanie, sarah, and ashley's valentines that they made cuz they're really clever. Then I went to Japanese and it was boring. After Japanese, I came home and played around with my new college computer =). I like it. Then I went to Christina's house, read Spin, and went to Zack's to wait for Jason to go to Ikebana. Unfortunately, Jason is a girl when it comes to getting ready so Ikebana was closed by the time we got there. We went to The Olive Garden instead and it was still fucking awesome. Thank you so much, I love ALLL of you. a lot. <3 Aaaand allow me to interrupt with this: I love how being 18 hasn't changed a thing with how my mom views me. Not like I expected it to, but she doesn't have to continue treating me like a fucking infantile idiot. A little respect isn't too much to ask for. And now I've lost my train of thought. She's stupid. She's looking out for me, I know, but my excuse is that I'm not going to realize how much she is protecting me and helping me in the long run until I move away. Fuck.
<3
p.s. i love my friends more than everything. thank you for making my day SPECTACULAR!!
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dear adam.
( i like you! )
love, mitzi.
p.s. birthday post!<3
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today has been such a chill day. i haven't been extremely tired which is good because i usually feel like i'm falling asleep in every class. but then i don't so i'm just sort of catatonic all day. but yeah, today has been good. i hung out with stephanie, sarah, and ashley at lunch and seeing as how i love them a lot, i liked it. school was a joke as usual, and so it goes... after school i had my first day of diving which turned out to be a lot of fun. it was only me and one other girl who i was intimidated by at first because she said she had diving experience, which i hardly have. however, after i learned that she was a freshman, a cheerleader, and i watched her dive, i was no longer intimidated. i'm going to beat her. bad. hahaha. woo. team spirit. after diving i came to stephanie's house which is where i am right now. i've listened to "since you've been gone" by kelly clarkson too many times since i sat down in front of the computer because i miss stephanie. when i got here, steph left with jessie and allison to go do "research" for my birthday or some crazy shit. goddamn, i owe stephanie so much. i don't know what i owe her for yet but i'm going to find out tomorrow and I'm damn excited because I love surprises. I really like this keyboard. Anyway, so after i got here, i showered. it was cool. her showerhead has really good water pressure and it comes out evenly--something i've been deprived of ever since my showerhead was cracked in that fatal accident. don't ask me about it because i totally made that up. yes, the showerhead is cracked and the water spews everywhere it's not supposed to, but i don't know how it happened. so after the shower, i walked around her house naked and sat on every piece of furniture (tables included). ok, so that's not true either, but i think that would be pretty amusing. i've been lying a lot recently; i should work on that. so after the shower i got dressed and now i'm here. i'm going to make tea and pretend stephanie is here by talking to her. if i try hard enough, she'll appear. cool. pilates tonight at 7. joyyyy. =/ and when i said i didn't see any lightning, i was lying. unless i was looking away.
<3
P.S.
You Belong in 1965 |
1965
If you scored...
1950 - 1959: You're fun loving, romantic, and more than a little innocent. See you at the drive in!
1960 - 1969: You are a free spirit with a huge heart. Love, peace, and happiness rule - oh, and drugs too.
1970 - 1979: Bold and brash, you take life by the horns. Whether you're partying or protesting, you give it your all!
1980 - 1989: Wild, over the top, and just a little bit cheesy. You're colorful at night - and successful during the day.
1990 - 1999: With you anything goes! You're grunge one day, ghetto fabulous the next. It's all good!
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optimistic&blond like kristin have really cute clothes like xochi in love like nick b. laugh like jordan r. happy&beautiful like michelle sweet like drew talented&have better hair like jenny creative like jeff good at choosing good music like christina gorgeous like amanda l. skaterish like jp. haha. passionate&fun like phillip caring like stephen not caring of what others think like emanuel artistic like caitlin cute like bradley d. outgoing&crazy like corinna forgiving&blond like sheila artistic&creative like aimee pretty&kind like carrie unique like ruppert strong like nico in love&hott like mariah spontanious like sarah understanding&caring like zack beautiful hair like stephanie h. sweet like eric smart like tyler p. ambitious&passion driven like billy welcoming like jesse crazy&spontanious like jessie s. funny like kyle s wise like ricky a drunk like nicole f. ;) supportive like flory beautiful&humble like daryn stunning&happy like adam stong willed like jason m. friendly&nice like matt c. hott&fun like christian able to say what i think like blake pretty like momoko driven&talented like berto not afraid to be different like maissa sarcastically funny like jordan h. so perfect looking likedevon talented&fun like temple beautiful hair&artsy like zoe
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Do Tell...?: x. my father thinks i am : capable of doing anything. x. my mother thinks i am : impatient. x. my sister thinks i am : the coolest ever. (i don't have a blood sister, just carrie). x. my brother thinks i am : you know, i wish i knew what my brother thought of me. x. my grandma thinks i am : i wish i knew that too because that would mean my grandma is still alive, which she isn't. i hope she thinks highly of me; i sure thought highly of her. x. your three best qualities : generous, loving, funny? x. three worst qualities : lazy, too sarcastic, apathetic. x. three things you are often complimented for : drawing, putting people down (sadly, i couldn't think of anything else), and writing, i guess. x. a compliment you got that made you blush : i hate kirsten dunst but i think you're pretty. x. you get embarrassed when : i'm vulnerable. x. what makes you happy : jumping on trampolines, davis, my hostess crew. x. upsets you : missing people. pop-up ads.
Yes/No...?: x. you keep a diary : yessir; i love my journal. x. you like to cook : i used to... x. you have a secret you have not shared with anyone : you know, i think i've pretty much rid myself of secrets. x. you fold your underwear : naw. x. you talk in your sleep : i mumble, if anything. x. you set your watch a few minutes ahead : no... i always know that it's set ahead and i ignore it. x. you believe in love : yes
Last...?: x. movie you rented : De-lovely and wimbledon x. movie you bought : death to smoochy. x. song you listened to : "a movie script ending"--death cab. x. song that was stuck in your head : i can't remember seeing as how i've been listening to music or television for the past 24 hours or so. x. song you've downloaded : "on ships of gold"--black heart procession x. CD you bought : bjork- medulla. x. CD you listened to : whatever black heart procession's third cd was. x. person you've called : carrie. x. person that's called you: jason. x. TV show you've watched : i can't recall... x. person you were thinking of : flory.
Do...?: x. you wish you could live somewhere else : i'm quite happy with where i live, thanks. x. you think about suicide : naw. x. others find you attractive : so they say. x. you want more piercings : naw, i'm good. x. you want more tattoos : i don't have any to start out with... but probably not. x. you like cleaning : no, not particularly. x. you like roller coasters: love em. x. you write in cursive or print: kind of a mix of both. x. you carry a donor card : nope. x. you have a crush on somebody : sure do.
for or against.. x. long distance relationships = it only works when you're in love. x. using someone = eff that in the a. x. suicide = eh, i don't care. x. killing people = haha, pretty sure i'm against killing people. x. teenage smoking = if that's what you want to do, go for it. x. doing drugs = stupid. x. premarital sex = i don't care either way. x. driving drunk = really dumb. x. gay/lesbian relationships = all for it. x. soap operas = wow, i loathe them. they are a waste of airspace. except for passions because it entertains christina.
best.. x. gum = orbit x. tv show = friends, seinfeld, boy meets world. x. thing in the world = kissing. x. thing to collect = cookies! i just got this realllly strong urge for a cookie. x. colors of all time = green. and green. x. thing to do on a rainy day = dance. watch movies. that dreaded 'c' word. make out (apparently it's really cool). x. feeling in the world = love
favorite... x. food = A COOKIE! ahhh. x. song = "tha dress looks nice on you"--sufjan stevens. x. thing to do = laugh. x. thing to talk about = each other. x. sports = gymnastics. hopefully i'll like diving. x. drinks = I LOVE WATER. i drank 8 bottles today. i like soy milk and lemonade, too. x. clothes = carrie's seven jeans, zip-up jacket, old comfortable t-shirt. i'm all about low-maintenance. x. picture = i really like the picture carrie put in the frame she gave me. and the pictures from davis. x. movies = keeping the faith, the good girl, garden state, eternal sunshine, yeahhh. x. band = interpol. x. holiday = i don't take any particular like to any holiday. x. cars = hybrids. save hella gas.
Have You...?: x. ever cried over a boy/girl : sure have. x. ever lied to someone : sadly, yes. i despise it but have felt it's necessary sometimes. x. ever been in a fist fight : hahaha, yes. x. ever been arrested : nope.
What...?: x. shampoo do you use : pantene pro-v, bitch. x. perfume/cologne do you use : umm...i dont x. shoes do you wear : aasics and converse. x. are you scared of : commitment, vulnerability, car accidents, getting lost in a car, losing.
Number...?: x. of times you have been in love : i think i was just really, really infatuated. x. of times you have had your heart broken : yeah right. my heart doesn't break. psh. x. of hearts you have broken : two for certain. x. of guys/girls you have kissed : man, i've counted so many times but i don't want to again. something between 10 and 20. x. of people you consider your enemies : yeah, i don't have any of those. x. of CDs' that you own : not enough. x. of times my name has appeared in the newspaper : a ton.
With The Opposite Sex...?: x. what do you notice first : smile and hair. they need to have hair i can play with. x. last person you slow danced with : probably christina. we do that sometimes.
Who...?: x. makes you laugh the most : christina, adam, and carrie. x. makes you smile : adam and carrie. x. do you have a crush on : the tightest guy ever. he's hot, too. too bad he lives in davis, psh. x. is the easiest to talk to : eric and stephen. funny how things change, eh?
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